What’s wrong with this picture?

 

What’s wrong with this picture?

Cute tank and yoga pants? Check
Water bottle? Check
Plenty of room to jump around? Check
Shaun T. ready to bring the pain? Check
Me? _______

I’m going to be completely honest with you guys – Insanity is not off to a great start. A couple of all-nighters for school kept me from starting the regimen as planned on Wednesday. I tried to start today and literally got sick about 2 minutes into the warm-up. I have no idea what happened. I’ve been going on 3-5 mile runs through the neighborhood, so I know it wasn’t a complete lack of physical ability. Still, it was pretty depressing. I tried to keep going, but I was running back to get sick about every two minutes. Not the most productive workout.

Anyways, if this past year has taught me anything about setting and achieving goals, I know that I can’t let a less than stellar start keep me from pushing forward. Despite Shaun T. screaming in my face, this is really a marathon and not a sprint. My calendar can be adjusted. My life can be flexible. That’s truly the only way to set myself up for success.

How do you stay on track? How have you found balance in your life?

Not an awesome showing for my first fit test, but the only way to go is up :)

Not an awesome showing for my first fit test, but the only way to go is up :)

The “hate” part of my love/hate relationship with Insanity came crashing back with this Fit Test. I know what I did wrong last time, so I’m determined to make it work. Wedding and honeymoon are quickly approaching – can’t think of better motivation than that!

I’ll keep you updated with my stats as I move through the program and spare you all the before and after photos ;)

Seems fitting for starting Insanity today! :)

Seems fitting for starting Insanity today! :)

Starting #Insanity in the morning! Here we go! :)

Starting #Insanity in the morning! Here we go! :) (Taken with instagram)

Why I Failed at Insanity

I gave Insanity a try last fall and made it through less than half of the program. I’m currently doing Brazil Butt Lift and absolutely loving it. I’ve proven to myself that I can stick with a program, so what went wrong with Insanity?

Sure, Insanity is much harder than BBL, but I think there are several important factors that contributed to my failure:

1. I didn’t take personal responsibility for the program

  • J and I tackled Insanity together. And by together, I mean that I rode J’s coattails. He set up the calendar, made the charts, and tracked our measurements. I followed. While having a “workout buddy” was definitely nice, I didn’t take responsibility for myself. If J woke up at 4:00am to complete Insanity, I was on my own and a little lost for my portion. I didn’t have a clear picture of what was ahead, so every single day was incredibly daunting. 

2. I waited until the very end of the day to complete the exercises

  • I think this one is pretty self-explanatory. I dreaded marching my butt down to the basement to do Insanity, so I would put it off from the time I woke up until 9:00 or 10:00 at night. I set myself calendar reminders throughout the day to tell myself to go do it, but I knew they were arbitrary so they were easy to ignore. I would fall asleep exhausted and wake up with muscles so incredibly tight I could hardly get out of bed. 

3. I tried to take on too much at once

  • When I decided to tackle Insanity, I also decided to would be a great time to start running again. I added an hour on the treadmill to my exercise regimen most days, leaving very little endurance for Insanity.

4. I didn’t fuel my body properly

  • I totally revamped my diet around the same time. While this should have been a good thing (think: no soda, no sweets, more veggies, lean meats), I under-fueled my body. I increased the quality of my meals (GOOD) but also dramatically decreased the quantity (BAD). With little power, my body literally rejected the Insanity program. I also did not take water intake seriously at all – total dehydration.

5. I didn’t set any incremental goals

  • This point goes back to the first. I didn’t have a clear idea of what I was doing. All I knew was that I wanted to complete Insanity. But that goal in itself was not enough to motivate me to keep pushing forward. I needed to break down the 60 day program and set some tangible goals for myself to meet. Looking back, this would have been very simple. There is a fitness test conducted throughout the program – how about setting goals for improvement at each of these checkpoints?

I really want to try Insanity again. I have a better grasp on where I went wrong last fall and I think I can be successful by course correcting these areas. I think point #1 is key – something that has made BBL totally different and a mistake I’ll never make again. We’ll see how the next couple of months go and I’ll possibly start again in May! I hope this info helps anybody who is struggling with getting through a fitness program!